Sunday, February 12, 2017

Guzarta Waqt

Sana aaj subah so k utti to kafi pareshan si thi jis ki wajh usse khud nahi pata thi bas uska dil aaj ghabra raha tha wo thori der ussi tarah booth bani behti rahi phir uski nazar ghari par pari jis mein subah k 8 baj rahe thy yani usse utne mein kafi der ho gayi thi
wo jaldi se apne bister se utthi aur sath wale kamre mein ja k apne 8 sala bete ali ko jagane lagi k school k liye der ho rahi hai
ali sana k ikhlota beta tha beta kia us k jeene ki pehli aur aakhri wajah b ali hi tha
ali 5th jamat ka talib e ilam tha wo parhai likhai mein bohat hoshiyar tha bilkul apni maa ki tarah wo jaldi se utta aur tayyar hone laga tab tak sana ne nashta bana liya dono maa bete nashte se faig ho k ghar se school k liye nikle ali jis school mein parhta tha sana wahin ik teacher thi par class alag thi sana 9th mein parhati thi jab k ali abi 6th mein tha khair aaj sana ka dil bohat ghabra raha tha usse kuch bhi acha nahi lag raha tha
Usse esa mehsoos ho raha tha jese aaj kuch galat hone wala ho khair jese jese waqt guzer raha tha us ki ghabrahat aur pareshani barti ja rahe thy jab half time ki ghanti baji to sana apne bete ko dunti hui us k pass a gai
ali: acha hua mamma aap khud a gayi main abi aap k pas hi aane wala tha
sana: kiun tum kiun mere pass aane wale thy koi kam tha kiya?
ali: ji mama mujhe kuch paisy chayie thy wo samne ice cream wala bol raha hai na mujhe ice cream khani hai
ye pehli bar tha k ali ny school mein usse paisy mangy thy kiun k wo usse subah ghar se niklte waat hi 20 rupay de deti thi lekin aaj ik to der ho rahi thi aur dusre sana ka dimagh b kuch bechain tha issi chakker mein wo aaj apne ladle bete ko uski pocket money dena b bhool gayi
ali ny jab dekha k us ki maa koi jawab nahi de rahi to phir se bola
ali: mama jaldi paisy den na wo chala jae ga
sana: ye lo 50 rupay aur mere liye bhi ice cream lete aana
ali khush ho gaya aur btezi se school se nikal k ice cream wale k taraf bhaga.
sana bolti reh gayi k aram se sambhaal kar jao road py ghariyan chal rahi thin par ali sab se bachta hua ice cream wale pas poncha
ali: uncle do chocolate ice cream diye ga
Ice cream wala: ye lo rs15  ki ik hai.
ali: ny paisy diye aur jis raftar se gaya tha usi raftar se school ki tarsf bhagna shuru kar diya magar kehte hain na qismat bar bar Sath nahi deti esa hi kuch ali k sath bhi hua achanak se ik tez raftar gari ny ali ko takkar mari aur wo hawa mein uchal k taqreeban 1.5 feet door ja gira

sana school k ander se ye sab dekh rahi thi apne dil k tookre ka esa accident dekh k wo bardasht na kr payi aur ik zor dar chik mar k behosh ho gayi school k dusre teacher's ny usse is tarah behosh hota dekha to hi ghabra gaye kisi ki samjh mein na aaya k ese achanak sana ko kiya hua par sab sana k irad girad jamma ho gaye aur usse hosh mein lane ki koshish krne lage k achanak peechy se school k chokidaar ki awaz aai
chokidaar: sana mam kahan hain dekho ali baba ko kitni chot lagi hai
sab ny peechy mure kr dekha to San samjh gaye k sana kiun behosh hui hai ali ki halat sach mein bohat buri thi wo behosh tha chokidaar usse gode mein utta k laya tha ali k sir buri tarah phat gaya tha aur us mein se khoon beh raha tha baton hath aur pair py b kafi chot aai thi us ka sara uniform khoon se laal ho raha tha
Sir Asif: (principle) ary tum isse ander kiun le aaye isse jaldi kisi hospital le jao dekho kitna khoon beh raha hai school ki bus mein hi dono maa beton ko qareebi hospital ponchaya gaya wahan sana ko to kuch der mein hosh a gaya par ali ab bhi behosh tha hosh mein ate hi sana chikhny lagi
sana: ali...ali..
Miss Yasmin jo ussi school ki ik teacher thin wo is waqt sana k room mein hi thin sana ko sambhslte hue bolin
yasmin: sana... sana kudh ko sambhaalo.. ali ko kuch nahi hoga wo yahin hai dusre ward mein uski marham patti ho gayi hai abi wo so raha hai inshallah jaldi hosh mein a jae ga.
sana: kia kaha wo hosh mein nahi aaya abi tak?
yasmin: nahi usse doctor ny neend ka injection diya hai bas isi liye abi tak so raha
sana: mujhe us k pas le chalo mujhe usse dekhna hai
yasmin: zaroor dekh lena par pehly usse hosh mein to aane do doctors ny usse disturb krne se mana kiya hai
sana: main apne bache ko bilkul b disturb nahi krun gi bas ik bar usse door se hi dekh loongi to dil ko sukoon mile ga
yasmin: teekh hai tum yahin behto main doctor se permission le ker aati hoo
sana; permission... kis bat ki permission mujhe apne bete ko dekhny k liye kisi ki permission ki zaroorat nahi
yasmin: ary baba gussa kiun krti ho wo abi ICU mein hai to wahan jane k liye doctor ki permission to leni parhe gi na tum ruko main abi aati hoon
itna bol k yasmin bahir chali gayi aur sana us ka intezar krne lagi thori dair bad yssmin wapis aayi to us k sath ik lady doctor bhi thi jis ny sana ka check up kiya phir usse chutti de di magar abi b ICU mein jane ki permission nahi mili thi han bahir se dekhne ki ijazat thi yasmin sana ko sath le kr ICU ki tarf chal di wo janti thi k sana apne bete ko is hal mein dekh k bardasht nahi kr pae gi isi liye wo sana k sath sath gayi
sana ny ICU ke gate se hi ali ko dekha kiun k ander jane ki kisi ko ijazat nahi thi ma siwa e doctors or nurses k ali ko dekh k hi sana ki halat kharab ho gayi aur hoti b kese na aakhir maa jo thi 8 saal ka bacha itni buri tarah zakhmi hua tha k us k sir py patti this jis mein jaga jaga khoon k nishan thy left side k hath aur pair dono mein factor tha aur oxigen mask bhi laga hua tha ik drip bhi char rahi thi jo k khoon ki thi aur 3 se 4 alag alag kisam ki machine's bhi lagi hui thin sana ko ye sab dekh k kafi sadma laga aur wo apne mazi ki yaadon mein kho gayi

ye bat aaj se koi 15 sal purani thi uss waqt jab wo MBA kr chuki thi aur us k papa jo pichlly kuch dino se lahore gaye hue thy apne ik dost se milne jab wo lahore se wapis a rahe thy tab unka car accident ho gaya tha jis mein wo buri tarah zakhmi hue thy ghar walon ko ye bat tab pata chali jab un k phone se kisi dusre aadmi ny call kr k itllah di wo shakhs pata nahi kon tha par sana k papa ko wohi hospital le gaya tha jab sana aur us ki maa ny us k papa ko dekha to wo isi tarah pattion mein lipte hue thy jese aaj ali tha bas farq ye tha k us waqt itni machine's nahi thin doctors ny bhi keh diya tha k abi kuch bhi kehna mushikil hai sana aur us ki ammi ka to ro ro k bura haal tha dono bohat pareshan thin us waqt un k jitne bhi reshtedaar dost thy sab ny hosla diya magar koi faida na hua do din bad doctors ny bataya k sana k abbu coma mein chale gaye hain
aur ab wo kab hosh mein aayen gy kuch aayen gy bhi ya nahi kuch nahi keh sakte lekin unhen ilaj k liye hospital mein hi rakhna hoga jis k liye 1,00000 rupay roz hospital mein jamah krwwane hongy jameela begam (sana ki maa) by a pny shohar k ilaj k liye sari jamah punji kharch kr di yahan tak k apna zewar bhi bech diya aur kuch janne walon se qarz bhi le liya lekin sajid sahab (sana k papa) coma se bahir na aaye aur 15 din coma mein reh k is duniyan se rukhsat ho gaye sajid sahab k jane k bad to jese in dono maa beti ki duniyan hi veeran si ho gayi ghar mein jitna paisa jamah tha sab khatam ho gaya tha uper se 10,000,000 ka qarza bhi liya hua tha wo utarne aur ghar ka kharch uttane k liye sana ny ik school mein as a teacher job kr li wo din mein school mein parhati aur sham mein ghar py bachon ko tuition parhati waqt ese hi guzarta gaya kuch arse bad us ki maa jameela ny bhi tuition parhana shuru kr diya ab wo bhi bachon ko tuition k sath sipara bhi parhati thin is tarah ghar ka guzara bhi ho jata aur thora thora kr k in ka qarza bhi utarne laga jo k 4 saal k taweel asre bad mukamal tor py utar gaya

phir sana ki shadi ho gayi wali nami ik professor se jo k sana k hi school k professor thy in dono ki love marriage thi magar hui ghar walon ki razamandi se shadi k bad sana ki zindagi mein thora badlao aaya ab us ny job chor di thi aur ghar kaam kaj mein masroof rehti thi jameela ab akeeli reh gayi thi to usny apna ghar kirae py de diya tha aur waqt guzarne k liye
logon k kapre seeny ka kaam shuru kr diya tha akeli tho thi hi is liye khana pakana aur ghar k dusre kaam k bad bhi itna waqt nikal aata tha k logo k kapre see sake aur phir sham mein mohale k bachon ko muft mein sipara bhi parhati thi idhar sana apni zindagi mein kush thi wo dusre teesre din apni maa se milne bhi aati rehti thi shadi k taqreeban 3 sal bad sana k han ik beta paida hua jis ka nam ali rakha gaya sab ghar wale bohat Khush thy magar in ki khushi zida arse tak na rahi kiun k ali ki da'ish k 1 saal k bad hi sajid sahab ik bomb damakhe mein mare gaye
un k marte hi sana ko us k susral walon ny ghar se nikal dia aur ghar py qabza kr liya bechari roti pitti apni maa k ghar hi a gayi aur zahir hai k ali bhi us k sath hi apni nani k ghar a gaya tha
us ki maa ny usse yun rote hue dekha to yehi sochi ki shayad shohar ki yaad mein ro rahi hogi to usse thori tassalli dete hue boli
jameela: chup ho jao beta yun nahi rote himmat se kaam lo agar tum is tarah himmat haar jao gi to iss nanni si jaan ka kia hoga
sana: main kiya krun meri to kuch samjh mein nahi a raha k kiya krun kiya na krun aakhir main ny kisi ka kiya bigara hai jo sab ny mere sath esa kiya?

sana ki is bat se jameela samjh gayi k sana kisi aur wajah se ro rahi hai par kiya baat hai ye abi jameela ko nahi pata tha to us ny sana se rone ki wajah puchi to sana ne rote rote apni dukh bari dastan apni maa ko sunai k kis tarah us k devar aur devrani ny dhoke se apny maa baap se ghar k kagzat py anghote lagay kiun k wo
log ziyada parhy likhe nahi thy itna bhi nahi k apne dastakhat hi kr pate wo bhi english mein to anguta hi lagwa liya aur ghar apny naam hote hi apne hi maa baap ko bhi ghar se nikal diya aur mujhe aur mere bete ko bhi kiun k qanunan wo ghar mere shohar sajid k naam py tha to un ki moat k bad main us ghar ki malkin thi aur us ki haqiqi waris meri hi aulad thi to hum dono ko dhakke maar kar humare ghar se nikal diya main laak un k aage roi girhiai k mujhe mat nikalo mera bacha abi bohat chota hai main usse le kar kahan jaungi agar tum log ye ghar apne naam krna chaahte ho to yehi sahi magar hum maa bete ko na nikalo hum yahin kisi kone mein parhe rahenge aur tumhari har baat maanenge bas humen beghar mat kro lekin un zalimo ny meri koi baat na suni aur zabardasti mujhe aur mere bete ko ghar se nikal diya
jameela ne apni beti ki dukh bhari kahani suni to us ki aankhon mein bhi aansu a gaye.
jameela: acha kiya beti jo tu yahan a gayi ab tum dono yahin rahoge mere sath... acha yeh batao k tumhare saas susar kahan hain unhen bhi to ghar se nikala gaya tha na to unko bhi to chat ki zaroorat hogi.
sana: pata nahi maa.. wo majid bhai (sana ka devar) un dono ko 2 din pehly hi kahin chor aaye thy us k bad hi unhon ne mujhe nikala
jameela: tum ny pucha nahi k kahan chor aaye?
sana: pucha tha maa to wo bole k abba ji kisi dost k bete ki shadi hai kal to aaj raat maa ji aur abba ji wahin ruken gy is liye chor aaya par dusre din bhi wo log wapis nahi aaye aur na hi ghar se koi kisi shadi
mein gaya
jameela: phir to wo log unhen zaroor ki old home mein chor aaye hongy aur ghar py ye bahana bana diya k shadi mein gaye hain
sana: han maa mujhe bhi kuch esa hi lagta hai kiun k main apne sasur ji k sab hi dosto ko janti hoon aur jahan tak mujhe pata hai un k kisi dost k ghar koi shadi wadi nahi hone wali thi in dino phir dono maa beti aur un ka nawasa so gaye algi subah nashte se farig hote hi sana boli

sana: maa aap ali ko sambhaalo main thori der mein aati hoon
jameela: par tu ja kahan rahi hai
sana: apne saas sasur ko doondne ja rahi hoon pata nahi wo kahan hongy Kia haal mein hongy sochti hoon unko bhi yahin rakh loon apne ghar py
jameela: ye to achi baat hai k tujhe apne saas sasur ka itna khayal hai par tu unhen doonde gi kahan tujhe kuch bata k to gaye thy kiya
sana: nahi maa bata k to nahi gaye par unki bari bahu hone k naate mera farz banta hai k apne buhre saas sasur ki khidmat krun agar aaj sajid zinda hote to un logo ko kabi khud se alag na krte.
jameela: han beta keh to tum sahi rahi ho par tum unhen doondo gi kahan ?
sana: sab se pehly to main aas pass k sab hi old home mein ja kar pata lagaon gi shayad wo log unhin mein se kisi old home mein mil jaen nahi to karachi k baqi old homes ko bhi dekhna parhe ga dua kro maa wo log jahan bhi hun khairyat se hon aur jald az jald mil jaen ta k unhen ghar la sakoon
jameela: ja meri bachi allah tujhe kamiyab kre
sana ghar se nikali aur seedhi old home mein gayi magar us k saas susar ka kuch pata na chala
par sana ny haar nahi mani wo karachi k har chote bare old home mein gayi wahan k logon se mili magar jin ko wo doond rahi thi unka kuch pata nahi chala karachi k tamam old home ko dekhny mein taqreeban do maheene lagy magar wo lagataar talash mein lagi rahi jab sare old home dekh chuki to mukhtafif akhbaraat mein b talash e gumshuda ka istehaar diya magar koi faida na hua sana ny do teen bar ghar ja kar majid aur salma (majid ki bivi) se bhi pucha k us k saas sasur kahan hain magar unhon ny bhi har bar yehi keh k bat tal di k unhen kuch nahi pata isi tarah chay maheene guzar gaye magar un dono ka kuch pata na chala sana ny bhi thak kar haar maan li aakhir kab tak doondti rehri unhen phir sana ny ik school mein job kr li phir waqt ese hi guzarta gaya jab ali 3 saal ka tha to usse achanak badalte moasum ki wajah se bohat tez bukhar charh gaya doctor ny dawa di magar koi asar na hua to doctor ny usse injection likh diye jin ka course krna tha ye 8 injection ka course tha jo k jinnah hospital mein ja k lagwati thi agar cha jinnah hospital in k ghar se kafi door tha magar kiun k ali ka ilaj jo doctor or raha tha wo jinnah hospital mein tha to sana wahin ja k injection lagwati thi jisse ali ki tabiyat mein kafi sudhar aanne laga tha aur abi 6 injection hi lage thy k allah k fazal se ali bilkul sehatyab ho gaya magar course to pura krna tha is liye sana aur jameela ny ali ko baqi 2 injection bhi lagwane ka faisla kiya dusre din sathwan injection lagwaya gaya
aur phir us k agle din aatwan aur aakhri injection lagwa k jab ye log wapis ghar a rahe thay to sarak par krte hue achanak jameela ki nazar ik tez raftar car py pari jo bari tezi se in ki tarf aa rahi thi sana ki goad mein ali tha jameela ny sana ko dakhka de k ik tarf kar diya magar kudh car se takra gayi car b thora aagy ja k ik darakht se takrai aur us mein aag lag gayi shayad us car k break fail thy jis ki wajah se ye hadsa hua magar car ki takkar se jameela buri tarah zakhmi hui sana aur wahan us waqt mojood logon mein se kuch log jameela ko le k hospital rawana hue par jàmeela zakhamon ki tab na late hue rastee mein hi dum tor gayi jameela ki mout k bad sana puri tarah se toot gayi thi ab us ka is bhari dunyan mein siwa e us k bete ali k koi na tha

ali hi ab sana ki zindagi ka aakhri sahara tha sana bas usi k liye jii rahi thi sana ki andheri si zindagi mein ab agar koi roahni ki kiran baqi thi to wo ali hi tha magar kiya ab ye aakhri kiran b bujne wali thi yehi sochen sana k dimagh mein chal rahi thin k achanak usse kisi ny zor se hila diya ye aur koi nahi yssmin thi
yasmin: sana... sana kahan koi hui ho.?
sana: han kiya hua ali... mera beta kesa hai?
yasmin: wohi to batane aayi hoon... ali ko ab hosh a gaya hai wo tum se milna chahta hai bula raha hai tum ko
sana: kiya kaha mere bete ko hosh agaya... kesa hai ab wo... teekh to hai na?
yasmin: han ja ja k mil le apne ladle se
sana aansu puchti hui aur dil hi dil mein apne rab shukeriya ada krti hui apne ward se nikli aur seedhi ICU ki tarf chal parhi magar raste mein hi usse yasmin ki awaz aayi
yasmin: kahan ja rahi ho mohtarma?
sana: apne bete se milne aur kahan wo wahin hai na ICU mein.
yasmin: ab kia wo sari umer ICU mein hi rahe ga pagil usse hosh aany k bad ward no#12 mein shift kr diya hai sana ye sun k khush ho gai aur yasmin k sath ward no#12 mein ja kar apne bete se mili ab wo hosh mein tha aur sab se baten kr raha tha lekin pattiam abhi bhi bandi thi doctors ka kehna tha k accident ki wajah se ali ki left tang ki haddi mein baal a gaya hai jo k teekh hony mein 1 maheena lage ga baqi ki pattiyan hafte das din mein khul jaen gi ab sana pehly se bhi ziyada ali ka diyhan rakhny lagi isse waqt py khana khilana waqt py dawa dena
dheere dheere ali k sab zakham bharny lage aur sab pattiyan bhi khul gayin magar abi pair ka flacher baqi tha to ali abi school nahi ja sakta tha ik din usny apni maa se kaha k
ali: ammi main school kab ja sakon ga?
sana: bohat jald ja sako gy wese aaj achanak school ki yaad kiun a gayi
ali: achanak kahan ammi kafi dino se soch raha hun k school jaon apne dosto se milo
sana: to apne dosto ko yahan bula lo main kal hi tumhare sab dosto ko bol dungi wo tumse milne a jaya kren gy
ali: ammi baat sirf dosto dosto? ki nahi hai.
sana; aur kis liye jana hai school?
ali: ammi meri parhai py bhi to asar parh raha hai na.. aur phir 3 maheene badh salana imtehanat bhi hain mera pura saal barbad ho jae ga.
sana ko ye sun k khushi hui k us k bete ko us ki parhai ka kitna khayal hai
sana: wo tum fikar mat kro konse board k exam's hain... main principle sir se keh k tumhen exam ki sheed pehly hi dilwa dungi.
ali: lekin ammi ye to be'imani hogi na un bachon k sath jinhon ny saal bhar mehnat ki hai.
ye sunte hi sana ki aankhon mein aansu agaye usny jaldi se ali ko apne seene se laga liya
sana: han mere bache sahi kaha tum ny main bhi bas yehi dekhna chahti thi k kahin aage nikalne k chakker mein tum be'imani ka sath to nahi dete.
ali: yani aap mera supriz test le rahi thi.
sana: hehehe... han bilkul
ali: to kitne no# mile mujhe
sana: 100/100
ali: yahoo..... ammi mere pas ik tarqeeb hai jisse meri parhai ka b nuqsaan nahi hoga aur main ghar par reh kar aram b krta rahunga
sana: acha... wo kese
ali: jab tak meri tang teekh na hojae kiun n and aap roz mujhe ghar pay hi parha diya kren
sana; ye to bojat achi tarqeeb nikali tumny
Ussi din se sana ny ali ki class ghar mein llena shuru kr din waqt guzrta gaya ali ki tang ab bilkul teekh ho gayi thi aur ab wo pehly ki tarah roz school jane laga tha magar exam's tak sana ny ali ki classes ghar py b jari rakhin jiska nateeja ye nikla k ali ny 100 off 100 marks le k pure school mein top kiya.

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